~a horrible start
My summer was .. .bad. I worked at Ercanlar. The wage was BAD considering the things they made me do. I'm exhausted of them. I actually didn't sleep that much because I was mostly awake at night but I wish I slept more. i played idv and some more video games with zeynep. i never had more fun, she is THE best friend anyone could ever ask for. I started experiencing apathy towards life. It's still not gone but it's okay. I had some pains for the last year and we started investigating it. Unfortunately the doctor just told us to give our bird away (somehow my pains are connected to a BIRD.) and my dad had a cardiac arrest. but he is okay now and I feel better. I was so scared that my hand developed eczema. but again, thanks to the situation I was in, it got easier for me to get art commissions and i gained a lot of customers. I somehow made money more than what i would earn by working for 1 month in ercanlar only in 3 days. im still drawing them, they never finish but money is money
Idk what i want to be, maybe a computer technician or an engineer. But if AI wouldn't take over the world I would definitely be a graphic designer and a full time illustrator. When i grow up, i dont want to have my own workplace. I'd be grateful if I work under someone's name or in a company.